After Shock

This movie really let my tears non-stopping~~

Really touching~~

Hope there are no any disaster happen in this world again~~

Really need appreciate with what you have~~

Love the person you care~~

Kind of missing him these days

Feel sort of miss him these days…

Maybe because of the stress of study…

Maybe because of his room in old house…

Maybe because of the things of him….

Maybe because of the photo of him..

Maybe because of my sudden feeling…

These days make me think of him~~

Sort of missing him…

Especially for today night..

when the time I couldn’t fall in sleep

Thinking of~~He have left me behind in this world

For exactly 4 years 9 month 18 days…

How Cruel he is…

From a teenager little girl form 3 to now…

I’m have grow up without his accompany…

Need to stay strong to protect my mum

I still clearly remember the days when you gone away to a far far place away from here…

Still remember every steps…..

Still remember I’m still in the shop doing cashier and really busy

While mummy and …… rushing here n there fetching you to the general hospital

And I cant even see your last expression…or hold the hand that still feel warm

I just know the news when my mum called me…

When I heard the news, I seriously do not feel any kind of sadness…

Cause I keeping telling myself : is just a joke..is just a funny joke…is just a…

Until I went to the hospital ~~

I saw he is laying on the bed..he was covered by the white plain cloth…

At the end, I still cant saw his face or even hold his hand..

I just stood at the there… Feel nothing although I know he had gone away..

No tears for me n mummy…

Until the day when he was taking out from the freeze to be sealed into a coffins…

His eyes were closed…..

I touched his body and hand..

Try to clean his body…….

His hand was so cold so cold…just like ice

No expression on his face...

After that…..I just start breakdown for the only one day

Still remember I was crying with “my sis”…Blocking with the door…

I’m crying in the toilet..and she was standing in front of my toilet’s door

She asking whether miss him or not

My answer : defenitely~~ cause knowing that he was really left me away…

After that happen a lot of things in my family…

Is a long long story~~~

Just these few days make me think of him…

If he still in this world…How would he act if he know my spm result…

If He still in this world…How would he act if he know me already successfully get in to University…

If he still in this world…how would he act if he know me already know how to drive car…

If he still in this world…how would he act if he know his little girl was grow up…

I still remember one day in uum..I saw a father and a little kids about 9 years old..

Sitting on one of table in uum…sawing her father took a lot of food to her little girl…

When the she asking for a straw…her dad stand up and walking to the counter and talk the straw to her…

Just like me and my dad used to call roti canai at the mamak shop..

Enjoying the soup and the curry chicken…both of us…

Now…all those become a memory for me..

Hmm….

Nothing special just want to express my feeling for tonight.

I Promised my self..I will love my mum forever –and ever..

Wont do something stupid ~~

Wont let me feel regret again just like what happen to my dad..

I have done nothing for him when he was alive….

Shorter Again~~~

Cut Shorter again ~~~

More shorter than before~~

New Hair style too ^^

Special Feeling ~~^^

haha~~actually I'm don't have any special feeling la...

Juz this Photo...It give me Some Sort of special feeling lo..

Edit~~to make this photo looks old and memorable..

Juz took it by today~~~

Haha ^^

What I wanna say for today is:

How Am I going to study my Audit~~and Law

so many things need to Keep in mind~~

Audit a audit~~~

Law a law~~~

Moon and I have discover a solution :

Burn It and Drink It..

Haha~~~But I 100% sure it wont works and come out during my exam~~

So need to face all the words in my textbook..

Jia you~~ Don't Play- play lo~~~

≮天秤座≯ & ≮天蝎座≯

≮天秤座≯
慷慨公正.而相当矫情.遇有要求施舍.从不拒绝.虽有轻浮之感.但他柔情容易受感动.且天生热情.[若针对这一方面加以着手.将有丰硕收获]
天秤＆水瓶:完美配对~
天秤＆双鱼:志同道合的伙伴~
天秤＆白羊:致命吸引力~
天秤＆金牛:相同嗜好~
天秤＆双子:很有默契~
天秤＆巨蟹:不大合适~无法接受对方~
天秤＆狮子:有情有义的朋友~
天秤＆处女:同样是有点龟毛的星座~
天秤＆天秤:只能说是认识而已~
天秤＆天蝎:颇有缘分~
天秤＆射手:互相欣赏~
天秤＆摹羯:觉得看上去很碍眼~

≮天蝎座≯
蝎子们的才华深藏不露.以精神为荣.宛如拜金主义者的精打细算.是冷酷自私的人.其实蝎子的正义感强烈.隐藏有热烈的感情.莫大的慷慨.[别让蝎子发生忧郁或沮丧的情绪]~
天蝎＆水瓶:爱情理念不和~
天蝎＆双鱼:最浪漫的配对~
天蝎＆白羊:有特别的吸引力~
天蝎＆金牛:爱情小冤家~
天蝎＆双子:有不可思议的魅力~
天蝎＆巨蟹:亲密爱人~
天蝎＆狮子:明争暗斗~
天蝎＆处女:好朋友~
天蝎＆天秤:有特别的缘分~
天蝎＆天蝎:在一起一定伤痕累累~
天蝎＆射手:有一点吸引力~但还要看缘分~
天蝎＆摩羯:志同道合~

I going Bek Home Tomolo..

Haha....Finally, yes!!!! I watch it already...

haha~~watch it in Queen Bay~~

WoHoo~~~very happy lo ^^ ...

Wang Lee Hom REally Really Nice Looking~~~

But The story..is juz normal...but Funny ~~@@

After that, we having our lunch at Kim Gerry.

(me, Jocelyn n her bf n ann yu)

Nice~~~Yum Yum~~

I like its Drink...Lemon plus Honey~~

After That , We go to meet ah fang lo..

Shopping all day long lo ~~^^

Bought a short pinky pant rm40 ~~~wow~~

N get my birthday present... two pair of ear ring~~(Rm12.9)

I force them to buy for me de...

I so huai lo ^^

Just like little kid...Play in kid area ~~

N dun forget to take photo ~~~

Ah Fang N Me lO~~

ah fang ~~u are so cute that day~~

me and ann yu~~~

Ann Yu~~~Luv u lo ^^

So happy can shopping with u ~~

haha~~Me again~~Latest look ~~

Today, so happy ..me,wei xing n see cei...chat along the journey..

thx for wei xing helping me carry my big beg for a hole day~~

Is quite heavy u know???

hahah~~

Currently at dajie home now..

So Xin fu When i drink her mum cook d dong gua soup~~~

thx for da jie shou li me lo...for a nite~~

a bit sad for din have chance to eat her mum do d loh bak ~~~

^^ hope next time i have the chance .

Mum~~i'm Coming back tomorrow.

Miss u.

p.s its all bcum alright edy. ntg have to worry about again..Wohoo~~~I'm release~~~

My Bkaf ki Chai~~~

Omg...

My bkaf lecture edy cham liao la...

Then...now plus my Bkaf exam...Ki Chai~~

Haiz...Although do so much exercise le..

but~~~

Still...

Still~~~~

HAiz............

Need to give more effort lo

^^

Mandhy Teoh jIa you!!!!!!!!!

p.s can i stop the game~~~

coz i think i not suitable in this character~~

hope can find another character for u~~

Last Night....A Day I have Been played~~

May be a day I cant forget about.

all of them knowing what happen...

Is just me ...Don't know what happening..

I really thought there a meeting For me last night.

I change my Cloth twice...

Really feel so embarrassing , shocking and feel like don't know to act , don't know how to say.

All of them play a trick on me..

wuwu~` but i really din mad at you all la..

just can you give a preparation time..

So i know how to act during that time..

No just standing at there ~~make the surrounding so cold~~~

The first time I in that condition..

May be is a unforgettable day for me~~

恋爱通告~~我要看！！！！

The first time Wang Lee Hom be a film maker and this is his first film production.
I wish to watch it~~~
T_____T
but there din put on jitra 's mall..
wuwu~~~
plus i dun have time to watch by now...
coz my mid sem is around the corner..but i will try my best to get to watch his FIRST MOVIE

这就叫做
完美

完美
到
我无言对待

HappY BirthDAy to MOON MooN~~~

Tuesday (10/8/2010)

Three of us ( chin yee, me and moon) decided to celebrate ah moon's birthday by going to Jitra having a secret recipe cake...

haha~~just three us only, coz sinyi and hui ling were busy with their activ ities.

She having three kind of chocolate cake which one of them is chocolate banana cake , tiramisu and another which i had forgotten it name~

wow~~so delicious..

afther having our cakes, We enjoy our shopping in Jitra mall..

I have bought a Jeans (RM29) ~~

Haha Having fun by testing all the nice shirt and skirt .

Chin yee had bought ah moon a nice present for her~~

After shopping, we have our lunch in Jitra mall too...

Wow..that day I spent a lots of money.

I have ordered my self a chicken chop ( RM10)

That day really Pokai lo~~

In the same day, i have told that ah moon : I will Walk from My Dpp Tradewinds to her Dpp MAs...to give her card present n will accompany her to sleep on Thursday nite.

But last night, I have cheat her that i having a meeting until midnite.

so, I think i Cant make it up to her. Others were celebrating with her with a small cake .

This is because i want to give her surprise.

She really thought me cant come and accompany her lo..

haha..She din realize that time I was at the back preparing her Big Cake~~wif sinyi, hui ling and jocelyn lo..

Ah moon Second " Birthday Cake "

She is making her wish and trying to blow all the candle~~

HappY BirthDay To You~~

Sweet 21th~~

Hope you Stay happy and pretty always~~

Best Fernz Forever~~

MUaxxsss

Our Geng in KMk~~~

Although there is no Chin yee( Seh go bek hum D), see sean, wei ni, jx, n jai mei~~

but u all alwiz in our heart~~~

The Cards That I Made For Her~~~

Haha~~

Time for photo shooting with my Frenz~~~~Cause long time din take photo with them lo~~~haha ^^ So happy~~~

( Si Yi er N I Lo)

( Hui Ling er N I)

(Siak, Emily n I)

( CinDy N I)

( DA Jie n Bikki )

There still alots of photo~~

Sorry cant upload all~~

C in My facebook lo~~~

Update it as fast as i Can~~

Coz now I'm busy preparing my Mid Sem~~~

Our KMK GenG~~~

Seriously Wasting My Time

Recently, there a lots of small creature = insects in UUM.

Every night, they will come along with all their family members...

Many type of them : some in green, some in brown ...

Come and Visit me in my Room...

Well...I'm seriously hate them very much..

Is really itchy and kind of pain when it bite u..

then it will form a small red ball on that part..

OMGosh~~~all over my hand and leg is fulled.

So, today I'm go To PKU of UUM..

Take medicine from doctor.

The thing that drive me mad is I waiting for about 2 hours to get to see a doctor and take the medicine from the pharmacy unit.

Especially the pharmacy unit, I'm the first one who enter the room where there is no people at all at 11am.

But then , I have wait until 11.30am to get my medicine.

The malay girl inside the counter which in charge with it...acting like I'm visible at all.

She still play and fooling around with other staff inside the counter.

Such a poor , slow , non- efficiency at all !!!!!!

Can u Learn from the private Hospital~~

FAst and effective please~~~

ByE~Bye

Today I'm really Dao mei...
On the way walking back after having my dinner...
I...Picak....>>>>>>> S.H.I.T
wuwu....T.T
After that, My Sony erisson Hp...suddenly becoz of somebody + someone...
It say bye-bye to me le...
Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...........Today so dao mei A~~
Screen Black-out..cant use it anymore..
n

my rm65 d indian dress fly away

(today i juz realize it)

speachless....
plus..
no reaction to it~~
Juz face it~~ T.T

Work oF today

I'm wake up early in the morning todAY (6.30am)

then, sitting in the car going to alor setar ~~~with chin yee er n other frenz lo

Really exhausting cause doing all the staff..from 8am- 7am

after eating is time for working

after working is time to eating..

haha~~

although is tired..

but is really happy...

Like the song call Xin fu de lian..

haha~~all cute little kids dancing in front of us~~

Have ate chinese's cuisine~~

Yummy~~Delicious ..

feel satisfy~~~

I'm So Tired!!!!

Tired~~~

No enough sleep

No enough Time to study

No enough time to do my activity

No enough time to prepare my mid sem

Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

So Tired~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

haha...but i have bought a new indian dress for my self

yeah!!! Happy ^^