10月23日
出生的人，不太能夠在生活里達到面面俱到的平衡狀態。不管他們多努力地平衡自己的精力與能量，總是在某方面會出現問題；而且不知道為什麼，爭議總是跟隨著他們。不過老實說，他們確實容易對事物感到厭煩，並且經常向外尋求刺激。也正因為這樣，別人覺得壓力大或困難的工作，對他們而言或許正是一大享受。
大多數這一天出生的人並不善于預先作計劃。他們擁有隨機應變的天分，習慣在狀況發生時想辦法解決。同樣地，他們也較為沖動，一看見機會出現便毫不猶豫地爭取到底。$
當他們對周遭的事物感到不滿時，多數會直言不諱地表達出反對的意見。因為他們不喜歡說語意含糊不清或逢迎拍馬的話，有時便因此得罪人。在他們的社交圈、工作環境或文化圈子里，他們可能會被某些衛道之士視為粗魯或不懂人情世故的人。
10月23日出生的人無可否認地擁有組織與領導的天分。他們獨特的魅力和幽默感確實令他們受以歡迎。然而，當他們辭職退位時，卻很難放手。而同樣地，這些人在人際關系上也傾向表現出強烈的佔有欲、嫉妒和咄咄逼人的行為。正因如此，隨著年歲的增長，學習釋放權力及追尋無條件的真愛，對他們而言將變得越來越有意義。
由于今天出生的人相當熱中冒險與挑戰，常常扮演救世的英雄或女英雄，因此往往會發現自己處于極為刺激的情勢里。即使是他們之中最冷靜勇敢的人，也必須小心身旁突如其來的變化，甚至災難。各種意外對他們來說有如家常便飯，所以這一天出生的成功人士通常極善于處理緊急事件。
因為這一天出生的人喜好積極多變的生活，不喜歡一成不變，因此獲得成長與發展的機會也相對地提高許多。從個人和精神的層面來看，10月23日出生的人，一生中將能獲得長足的進步。若非如此，他們可能會變成快樂主義者，接連不斷地追逐感官刺激。總之，保持均衡發展、拒絕逸樂或誤入歧途，並逐漸尋得內心的寧靜，是引領他們前進的不二途徑。
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Feel sort of miss him these days…
Maybe because of the stress of study…
Maybe because of his room in old house…
Maybe because of the things of him….
Maybe because of the photo of him..
Maybe because of my sudden feeling…
These days make me think of him~~
Sort of missing him…
Especially for today night..
when the time I couldn’t fall in sleep
Thinking of~~He have left me behind in this world
For exactly 4 years 9 month 18 days…
How Cruel he is…
From a teenager little girl form 3 to now…
I’m have grow up without his accompany…
Need to stay strong to protect my mum
I still clearly remember the days when you gone away to a far far place away from here…
Still remember every steps…..
Still remember I’m still in the shop doing cashier and really busy
While mummy and …… rushing here n there fetching you to the general hospital
And I cant even see your last expression…or hold the hand that still feel warm
I just know the news when my mum called me…
When I heard the news, I seriously do not feel any kind of sadness…
Cause I keeping telling myself : is just a joke..is just a funny joke…is just a…
Until I went to the hospital ~~
I saw he is laying on the bed..he was covered by the white plain cloth…
At the end, I still cant saw his face or even hold his hand..
I just stood at the there… Feel nothing although I know he had gone away..
No tears for me n mummy…
Until the day when he was taking out from the freeze to be sealed into a coffins…
His eyes were closed…..
I touched his body and hand..
Try to clean his body…….
His hand was so cold so cold…just like ice
No expression on his face...
After that…..I just start breakdown for the only one day
Still remember I was crying with “my sis”…Blocking with the door…
I’m crying in the toilet..and she was standing in front of my toilet’s door
She asking whether miss him or not
My answer : defenitely~~ cause knowing that he was really left me away…
After that happen a lot of things in my family…
Is a long long story~~~
Just these few days make me think of him…
If he still in this world…How would he act if he know my spm result…
If He still in this world…How would he act if he know me already successfully get in to University…
If he still in this world…how would he act if he know me already know how to drive car…
If he still in this world…how would he act if he know his little girl was grow up…
I still remember one day in uum..I saw a father and a little kids about 9 years old..
Sitting on one of table in uum…sawing her father took a lot of food to her little girl…
When the she asking for a straw…her dad stand up and walking to the counter and talk the straw to her…
Just like me and my dad used to call roti canai at the mamak shop..
Enjoying the soup and the curry chicken…both of us…
Now…all those become a memory for me..
Hmm….
Nothing special just want to express my feeling for tonight.
I Promised my self..I will love my mum forever –and ever..
Wont do something stupid ~~
Wont let me feel regret again just like what happen to my dad..
I have done nothing for him when he was alive….
