What!!! facebook and friendster are blocked in U~~damn things~~

How can the authority blocked all the website that seriously important to us to contact and communicate with our friends...shit~~~~Facebook and frienster is blocked....what the hell are they doing....damn!!! the only entertainment for me in here...and then you are tyring to get it away from me....OMG!!! horible life i have in U`~ plus today i have my math lecture ~ What l....she don't even know how do to the question...she just read all the things that are clearly written in the lecture note and din't explain at all....I think me better than her..can replace her...OMG!! I just ask a simple question...she dont even know how to answer it...called us to try the example given but din't give any answer at all...how am i going that the answer that i provided is right or wrong~~i really miss all the lecture in matrik....they all are realy a good...hundred percent good and responsible lecture....love them so much~~~~~~~~~~

SAD with what i dont have~

This time is different~~ i feel so sad with what i dont have that original people will have without any effort....but me have do alot of effort..have to eat more medecine...have to do more things than normal person have to...to own what i want...but..although i have done so many effort to get it..but it still remain the same..so sad..i have done so much...so much effort..but what i get ...the result remain the same... i have suffer for 6 years..what a long time..do you know that i am really suffering..with all those eyes looking at me...and all the words that cut me like a knife.is really hurt...my heart is bleeding..why the world is so reality...God..tell me what should i do inorder to fullfill my wish...i have done so much...but y? y still give me the same result..so despair...hopeless...

begin my first assignment in UUM ++

today...i join emily have a date with my senior lo...ask her how to arrange our time table for the next sem...so helpless..Don't even know how to take all the subject for next sem...OMG!! the exam is juz around the corner...and i don't even touch my book yet~~haiz..my account exam and my management exem crash at the same time...Don't know how settle the problem...haiz...my target muz set low at bit lo...set at 3.00 above la..since senior also cant get 4.00 at U~~ rite...okok ...gambateh mandhy ...u can do it d.... jia you o...

Such abusy life in UUM~~

Haiz... who said life in U is relax??? who said life in U is fun?? ALL the words are false....What the hell of life ii have in UUM...many tings has to be done before holiday semester...OMG!! how am i going to live in this U world... such a horrible world.. there is no time for you to sit back and relax....OMG!! i just wanna leave tis U ... and go back my home... there so many things waiting me to do .... all the homeworks...the activities....what a...busy life i have in UUM...Busy than matrik life...i have walk for a far far distance...to kuliah...to eat.. to do whatever tings..
haha~~~ today..i and da jie come late to kuliah...luckily just late for 4 minit..still can be forgive right...ok i stop at here lo...cant waste any time la... coz wan go to eat le... tata~~

the fist sem in U~~

ya~ just entered UUM..haiz..really feel so lonely in here~today just have firstday class..feel a bit stress...all subject in english...quite difficult..but i think i can manage it..if i hrd work..REally feel hopeless...all my frenz were separate ..different DPP...different class...i dont know my new classmate...today just know a few nia...nvm mandhy u can de...just like what ur mum say to you...gambateh!!i CAN...YOU CAN D!!!!jia you~~

Finish my matrik life~~~

yaya~~~I just finished my matrik life~~~n already know my result..haha..ok la...just still do kno w what U i will get~~ i juz wish to get um n usm n of coz my favourite course..hope i can get it la....matrik life..what a..busy, contented, n lovely life i have in matrik...the thing that i most miss is my friends... i love u all~~haha~~good luk n all the best for all of u lo~~

Time back to jail la!!!!

Tomorrow iam going back to my matrik college la!!!So, no internet anymore la!!! and iam going to face Muet speaking, listening , reading and writting test!!! so i am no going to do anymore afford ...cause i feel so tired to improve my english!!!! altough i give so much of afford, but my english level is still the same..nothing happen!!! I still get a bad result for my english!!! but i this is only my first thought.....not matter what happen, ya i must try my best to improve my english level!!!! yes!!!! gambateh!!!!! i want get a good result for my muet....as long as i try my best to do it!!!! yeah!! jia you!!! aza- aza fighting!!!!

wat a busy life i have in matrik!!!!

Oh my gosss...i havent touch my television , drama and games nearly two month because of excessive homework and schoolwork i have in matrik...it was so busy especially when the exam is around the corner~~~i was really scare and nervous during the day before i face my pspm exam...the first day ,i have is english and math test~~what a horrible day i have in that day~~~especailly my math exam!!!what wrong with me...the first question is so easy and i din't manage to solve it...damn ting..hate my self ...my math..omg...i predict that i can't get A for it...
it was so difficult and no easy as i think...shit!!! my paper two in math worse...i can't manage to solve one question...haiz...i will get a bad result for my math subject...what a shame...a chinese get an C in her math exam..altought i don't kno what i will get grade in my exam..
i think the result will announce in disember...i hope i will get a goood result...hopefully..Thank god~~~

having new life in sem 2 in matrik!!!

wat~~~our principle is changing our class and separating me and my friends?
oh~~~NO!!! he cant do this to us...we juz adapt our class and the lecture who teach our class..DAMN ting!!! we wan to meet new friend and try to adapt with new lecture who teach us in our new class~~~~THANKS TO OUR GOOD PRINCIPLE~~~ anyway i also give a positive site of effects...that i can try to learn someting new..and meet with my new friends...ok let think about the positive site..and throw the negative one behind us...well i am ready to change class and be well prepare to face new lecture and my new classmate. i Just scare that The new thing will be the bad thing~~hope it will give a good impression~~~

having exam~~OMG!!! MUET!!

so..my exam in martrik life in sem one is fully ended...but i haven't finish facing my MUET test yet~~~OH my god~~such a impossible mission to get higher band in MUET~~so sked n scare~~how am i going to speak smoothly when i am nervous...haiz...and one writting test~~u know my english is so bad n poor in gramar...how am i suppose to do in order to improve my english language n also the grama within two days....Shit~~~ i hate english..there so many many grama like past tense, simple present tense...and lots more...and i don't even know how to use them...so confusing. OMG~~~how am i going to score well in my MUET exam...i really need a good result for my MUEt to prove tat my english is not bad as i think...oh~~god please bless me..that i can score well in this MuET exam...really very scare a...haiz..nothing can do except do more reading and writing ....old and the best solution to solve this problem...gambateh for my MUET test!!! jia you~~

Hate all my family!!!!!

ai~~my heart sink to bottom of the sea~~as i grow up, i realised that i really hate the world here~~~this world fulled of evil~~my mum , my dad, my relative all are hell~~hate them very much~~if i can go without them~~then i will quickly go ~~~but then now i dont have money so how am i going to left them~~~i still need a home to stay~~~i still need money to live~~~OH MY GOD!!! what a headache thing~~

die~~the first thing i tink in my brain

ai~~i had my hair cut yesterday~~the guy ( stupid n juz a vase women) cut my my hair like hell~~now....how am i gonna to face the people and new student in my new school !!!!! oh my god!!!!!!!! i really want to die ~~~ shit~~~~ i hate everyone !!!!!

My idol~~

my idol~~~Wang Lee Hom~~!!!!! i love him so much~~he is goog looking and he has a nice voice when he sing...he may be is the perfect guy i ever meet in this world~~

what a terrible week i have !!!!!

i have fever this monday and it is still have until today....my body was so hot and my head like being bang by other man .....handache!!! i feel like going to die...ai...i dont like being sick...illness...hete it !!!