Hate all my family!!!!!

ai~~my heart sink to bottom of the sea~~as i grow up, i realised that i really hate the world here~~~this world fulled of evil~~my mum , my dad, my relative all are hell~~hate them very much~~if i can go without them~~then i will quickly go ~~~but then now i dont have money so how am i going to left them~~~i still need a home to stay~~~i still need money to live~~~OH MY GOD!!! what a headache thing~~