....A Nice LanGKawi Trip WiF all My Frens.......

so cold~~

me n yun yun

pasir hitam

Makam mahsuri

CAble CAr

Underwater world

A trip to Langkawi in sem 1...
quite having fun wif all my frenz...
nice trip...

烦不完的烦恼~让我流了一公升的眼泪~

好烦

最讨厌有烦恼

讨厌死了！！！！

烦啊！！！

要解决这烦恼

但偏偏

就是不能好~

问题就是出现在这！

不知道要怎样

处理这个问题！

谁可以

帮我啊！！

讨厌啊啊！！！！

为什么要有烦恼！！！！

.......努力未必能胜天......

努力也未必能胜天

为什么呢？

这样嘛很不公平？

有些人都不必努力

就能拥有一切

我并没有要求什么

我努力过

我尝试过

但都不能如愿以偿

我讨厌命运！！

我不是你想像中的坚强~~

再怎样坚强的心
总有会累的一天
累了
但能怎样？
还不是要往前走
我
再怎么努力
再坚强
再忍
但结果
并不是我要的
真的要向命运低头吗？
我能做的
我全都做了
老天爷你为什么
还是要跟我开完笑呢？
我做了什么
要你来这样惩罚我呢？
心真的好累....好累.....
也好痛....
到底要我怎样...
你才能放过我呢？
快要蹦溃了！！！
我可不可以放弃自己？
因为真的好累
家人..
说了那些带有刺的话
朋友..
虽然有鼓励
但
他们都不明白我
所受的痛苦
好难受啊！
又不是他们受
他们当然没事啦
他们都不明白我的痛苦
一个人面对这现实的世界
好痛苦...
样样都要完美
好累~~

Finally Can Bek My HomE SWeet Home...

Today...second last papar- management paper finally over la..
Tomolo i can back to my hum le...haha
Juz now i have just packed all my things..
Juz like in the final day of matrik ....
So many tings....total three big big bag...OMG...
so many tings i have a...
tomolo i will go to penang.. haha..
hope my wishes can really come true...

ToDAy No Mood AT All....

Today i having my second paper final exam in uum...
And i have done a careless mistake...
the most stupid mistake in the world...
I have miss my one exam question...
i have lost 10 marks...
Shit!!!!!!
So stupid and careless mistake i have made...
Today the things that i worry about so much...
have bcum worse n worse...
all the tings plus together make me so un happy...
I really hate my self..
Sometimes really think wan commit suicide...
life in this world make me so unhappy...
plus i still have to face my horrible illness....
i will tough to face it...

My Unforgetable 19Th BIRthday In UUM>>>>

22th october 2009....
next day will b my birthday..but at the same time

my mum go for operation...
i really hope my mum will b fine...

At tamadun class, having fun with my gang..
: li theen , jj, emily, chin yee and fang er..

Suddenly, my mum calling me and told me she today at 5.30 will a have an operation on her shoulder....my mum is so tough...i really love her so much...everyting will b fine

After the class, Da jie ( ya soo thing) suddenly walk to me and say so weird words to me...then she gave me a bIrThday Present...
is a cute pink photo frame ...she is the earliest ...Thx o...Da jie...



23 th october 2009
abt 12pm my bez fren yeang ket call me ...
and wish me a happy birthday..

i have force her to sing a biRthday song for me....She dun like sing song....but she now singing a RAp birthday song to me...haha...really so happy...



After tat, i have answered mei Zhi call....
at the moment i answer the call...she edi sing a biRthDay song For me...so nice...
the last call is from my Qin Ai de la....She sing Birthday song different Than the others....
haha...so she will get the most creative BirtHDay song Prizes...Congrate o...



Later...
my rumate..give me a nice blue little bear as my BirthDAy Present....
really nice n i like it...
n she too sing a bIrthday song..but the melody is different...
Birthday Song in The mErry Christmas Melody
...wow...amazing...



Lastly...the most intrest part and is really so so surprise....
Suddenly i saw one beautiful leg in front of my door....
i thought is my neighbour playing on me....
so i go foward n open the door...
but the door cant open...wHEN THE door is open...OMG!!!!
all my frenz are there....: jia hui, emily, see chei, li theen , moon, chin yee, wen yee, kai yu, su hui,cindy , ru yuen , fang er n my rumate come in my room
n bring in the beautiful cake and sang a birthday song for me.....



i really din expact that
they really are celebrating my birthday
as the final exam is aroundthe corner ...
where everyone is still stydying...
then i blew the candle and wish my three wishes...i hope it will come true...



another one heart attack is...
where i thougth everyone is going back...
actually they are still in my block and hiding...
OMG!!! i really din realizes got anyting weird going on...
Then after i closed the door...
suddenly got somebody knocked my door...n
when i opened it...
no ones there but a beutiful beg and inside is a beautiful and i dreams d..
"DO FU" haha..love it so muzzzzzzzz...........
.then i heard some noise in the toilet
and i walk to there...
and surprisingly i saw all my frenz are again wishing me happy birthday
...wah....is really a good plan ...
and I love it so MUz...

" I really wan to Thank u all...for celebrating my 19th birthday.." without u all, I may be would not so happy in UUM ..........Thank you my frenzzzzzzz.......

HAnd In haNd UndeR The Moonlight

Hand in hand under the moonlight..
Ist activity i have participate...in UUM

Is quite fun dan have know a lots of new frenz..

I am the ajk of biro program...

But sometimes i really ' bu shuang " my group members..

Like that day....

Wan me to draw and cut the words..

Until 3 am morning I juz go to Sleep...

The tings that really drive me mad and crazy

is they dun even use the words that i have cut..

Waloa...Then Why want me to do such work....

Shit!!!!

Anyway...there still got sweet memory...

altough is tired...but worth it la...

see my drawing...

nice??? i colour it by my self...

and of coz got two main ppl help to colour it...

my rumate and my senior shan bing..

Shan bing is really a good artist...

Both of the Drawing is drawn by her..

and is colour by me....wakkakak...

One drawing got two mahjong paper...

OMG!!!bigger than the drawing i colour in KMK...

Haha...i love colouring...

I love swimming~~~^^

Now..i juz realise tat i really love swimming...

To be a life guard is not easy as u think..

the exam is quite tough...

so...juz face it at next sem...

when tat time u are well prepare...

so sem 3 promise me ...

u wont let the chance go away ...

gambateh lo....

now is the time v work for our final exam..

"good luck in ur final exam"

i really hope that miracle will happen to me

out of difficuilties makes miracle!!! gambateh lo!!!!!

today go new york skin solution

Today i went to new york skin sollution to do my 1st treatment...so expensive ...
but I hope it really can help me to solve my skin problem la...I really hope it really can solve my problem...God..help me !!!!

the day when everyting go bad~~

HAiz..yesterday i juz cum bek to uum...before i take my boat...i juz realised i lost my IC~~wuwuw~~and then i forget to bring my dearly DIGI hp....wuwu..now i have to spend more...ok...tat nvm...then after come back fto uum..the bus suddenly cant run..then i have walk for such a long distance..luckily still have friend company me...today i have my first day class in uum after ther holiday...u kno what..i lost my bottle...shit!!! haiz...so dao mei a...

UUM got H1n1~~~~~~

haha~~~so happy can holiday for one week~~~haha~~~dun wan go back there anymore... ihave enough suffer at there... so relax at my home...feel so warm and happy... next time i wan to work in my hometown...i love my family~~~

What!!! facebook and friendster are blocked in U~~damn things~~

How can the authority blocked all the website that seriously important to us to contact and communicate with our friends...shit~~~~Facebook and frienster is blocked....what the hell are they doing....damn!!! the only entertainment for me in here...and then you are tyring to get it away from me....OMG!!! horible life i have in U`~ plus today i have my math lecture ~ What l....she don't even know how do to the question...she just read all the things that are clearly written in the lecture note and din't explain at all....I think me better than her..can replace her...OMG!! I just ask a simple question...she dont even know how to answer it...called us to try the example given but din't give any answer at all...how am i going that the answer that i provided is right or wrong~~i really miss all the lecture in matrik....they all are realy a good...hundred percent good and responsible lecture....love them so much~~~~~~~~~~