NO CHOICE

IN my life, i have no choice..
I don't have any right to choose the life i want.
Because of it, I have no choice.
But to choose the way i don't like.
I like to do so many things...
but still i have to scarifice it..
cause i don't have the right to choose..
Not only me in this world suffer like this,
many of them also suffering like me..
So, I face it without any fear..
I know i need to be strong..
But sometime I really very tired of it..
and sick of it..
But I still have to face no matter what..
so...No Choice for my life..
I don't have any choice but to follow it..

2010...The WHole New YEar!!!!

31/12/2009

Location: In my room...Tradewinds block D 229
Time: Start from 8pm to unlimited
VIP : ME..Moon..Chin yee..Zhen Ni..FAng Fang

Five of us chating, play games , singing and do lots more of stupid thing ...while waiting for countdown....
Everyone seem so tired already although havent reach until 12am..
haha...we still have to wait until That second..
But then, chin yee...already half sleep in my bed.
while all of are singing lots of songs..^^

REaching 11.59.50pm
10
9
8
7
6
5
4
3
2
1

BOOM!!!!
HAppy New YEar!!
Hope this year i can do it better than last year!!!

1/1/2010

Me, moon , and chin yee
went to Changlun..
Shopping togethere in C-mart
HAppy Day ( from :12 noon to 5pm)

I have buy alots things that need to use everyday
hohoho..ptptn is paying all my debt

but when we back to uum..
the police stop us...asking us izit student and checking for sticker
Luckily the policeman give us one chance...
==

AVATAR

Today, me , moon and three seniors went to jitra to watch AVAtar..
HAha...a hole day activity...i juz get back to my room at 8pm..so late...
AVATAR.....really very very nice.
The story really touching...but unfortunely i cant see the 3D..
but stil nvm...
If i am him, I will also choose the proter the nai'vi people..
and be a part of them...to protect the jungle..

but in this realiti world , there no such things...
U cant see those kind of plant and animal in this world..
Choice makes you crazy when you don't know your direction.
Sometimes, u even cant make the choice...
U have follow whatever given to you...
For example, when you are seriously ill like you having a cancer,
you cant make the choice to continue study or staying at hospital...
you must staying at the hospital..
no choice for you....
then you have to sacrifice all the fun thing if you stay in the hospital...

understand what am i saying...
ok..till here oni for today...

Start UUM sem 2...

Last night , I just talk to mum. Everything back to normal...
so glad...so happy...
BUT now I'm very Moody...cause have to start Sem 2 in uum..
I hate stress
I hate leave home
I hate study
I hate pimple
I hate sneezing
I hate the line
I Hate Everyting in uum hostel
I hate staying in uum without my family
HAte!!!!!!!!!!!!

---------------SAdness--------------------

y alwiz happen to me..
i dun want it .,,
pls get rid of it....
speechless..
helpless..

Merry ChrisMas..n HAppy Birthday To my Daddy...

Merry Chrismas to all of you there..
so sad I cant go countdown with my friend...
but nvm...I still have beautiful CHRISMAS TREE acompany me...
and 26th of dec is my Dad's birthday ..
although he now not here anymore...
but is still his birthday...
"happy birthday ...Papa"
"i mizz U so much, muaxss."
hope you can hear it....
but now I have quarrel with my mum...
I don't want to talk with her...
Is her's wrong to make me suffer like now...
Forgive her????
Now, i just dun wan to talk to her anymore....

HONG KONG

1^st day in Hong Kong…

After arrive at Hong Kong International airport, the first things I felt is the weather at there were so cold…about 13-15 degree. So, I went to the Xing Guan Da Tau. At there, we can beautiful night view and the artist hand print. In Hong Kong, everywhere is tall buildings.

2^nd day

We went to Disneyland , full of fairy tales and magical place. My family and I were really enjoy and having fun at there. You seem to forget all the sadness, can see the all princess at there and of coz mickey mouse. All the performance were so great and touch.I love it so much.I have visit to the Trazan’s house.

3^rd day

This day seem to have a lot of activity. The most place I love is the ocen park…haha..but unfortunely we don’t have any time to play at there.

4^th day

We go to 澳门. So, is full of casino. I have go in to the casino and gamble…haha..lost rm 150….I also go to one of the casino named city of dreams. The 4D movie in there was really nice and cool..

So last, we back to Malaysia. I still love Malaysia.

Yesterday...

ya..last night ..

I have my result...

quite ok...but my 4 flag already gone....

but nvm ...

as my target is 3.5 above...

so i have keep working hard to keep it above 3.5 lo...

i get my Ict ( accc) and titas in b+....

i already know i will get b in my titas...

I really hate my self that day lose 10 marks in my IT...

now it coz me to get an a-....

if that day i got do the question...

my b today i will get a ...rite..?

nvm...next sem jia you la...

last nite i also learn how to cook curry chicken...hhaha...

now..i know how to cook le...^^..

bye bye lo malaysia...

hong kong I 'm coming...

Waiting time to pass by

Now...
I am just waiting for the time to pass by..
Last week my frenz sent msg for me...
The result will be announced on 11th or 12th of dec...
after that, i will going to hong kong on 13th ...
so...my kos lepas is cant going back to kmk to meet all my old frenz lo...
sorry lo....qin ai d..
coz...hong kong is waiting me...wahhaha..
the first time i go oversea
i never been visit other country before...except Thailand lo...
haha...nvm ..there got many chances in future..
I must gambateh in earning money lo....

I am so afraid ..
The time seem pass too fast...
Turn around ..
I'm already 19 ....
n my mum turn old ....
i Know that my mum one day will leave me...
but
i really don't want it to happen...
haiz...don't think too much la..
Gambateh for now n future..

now ..
juz...keep waiting..
waiting 11th n 12th n 13th.....
Hope i can get 3.5 above..
I really need it....
If i can get 3.5above....i mean first honour..
then i don't have to pay back RM26000++
So....mandhy .....jia you lo...!!!!

<小娘惹>

我爱上了这部戏~
最近都在追....
把所有的事给放下了...
就是要把它给看完~~
其实我去年就知道有部戏了
我还以为不好看
所以就没看啦

但今年每个人都说很好看
所以我趁放假时才看咯
这部戏真的很好看
让我好感动~~
我喜欢~~~哈哈
我好像跟时间脱离了
哈哈。。。
因为现在每个人都看《下一站的幸福》
没关系~~

对了！
我也好喜欢它的主题歌。。名。。《如燕》
歌词很优美，也有意思~~~


如燕 - Olivia Ong

词曲:陈佳明 编曲:Terence Teo


愿意合上眼才能美梦无边
别让悔熏乌了从前
也许碎片才能让回忆展颜
何妨瓷花拼凑明天
[00:37.44]
谁带我寻获幸福的模
却自己谜中困锁
谁为我留下缱绻的天涯
信物是抹晚霞

思念如燕它飞舞舌尖
若是真爱配尝几分苦甜
意念婆娑时间里推磨
追随到何处才结果
燕如针线在青空缝编
几幅女红将以泪缀点
誓言斑驳情雾只是经过
风雨中且让
风雨中且让我盈步婀娜

....A Nice LanGKawi Trip WiF all My Frens.......

so cold~~

me n yun yun

pasir hitam

Makam mahsuri

CAble CAr

Underwater world

A trip to Langkawi in sem 1...
quite having fun wif all my frenz...
nice trip...

烦不完的烦恼~让我流了一公升的眼泪~

好烦

最讨厌有烦恼

讨厌死了！！！！

烦啊！！！

要解决这烦恼

但偏偏

就是不能好~

问题就是出现在这！

不知道要怎样

处理这个问题！

谁可以

帮我啊！！

讨厌啊啊！！！！

为什么要有烦恼！！！！

.......努力未必能胜天......

努力也未必能胜天

为什么呢？

这样嘛很不公平？

有些人都不必努力

就能拥有一切

我并没有要求什么

我努力过

我尝试过

但都不能如愿以偿

我讨厌命运！！

我不是你想像中的坚强~~

再怎样坚强的心
总有会累的一天
累了
但能怎样？
还不是要往前走
我
再怎么努力
再坚强
再忍
但结果
并不是我要的
真的要向命运低头吗？
我能做的
我全都做了
老天爷你为什么
还是要跟我开完笑呢？
我做了什么
要你来这样惩罚我呢？
心真的好累....好累.....
也好痛....
到底要我怎样...
你才能放过我呢？
快要蹦溃了！！！
我可不可以放弃自己？
因为真的好累
家人..
说了那些带有刺的话
朋友..
虽然有鼓励
但
他们都不明白我
所受的痛苦
好难受啊！
又不是他们受
他们当然没事啦
他们都不明白我的痛苦
一个人面对这现实的世界
好痛苦...
样样都要完美
好累~~